Well i have finally ATTEMPTED to stop drinking. I guess for some people it was becoming an extreme addiction that has a severely bad conclusion. I need to get my life in order as now it is not in a good place.I work for a screwed up malaysian company, in a division where my boss totally LOVES to stab me in the back!!
I guess i wanna make a list of things that suck in my life and in time deal with them and delete them one by one.
1) I HATE MY JOB
2 ) I want to further my education
3) I want to fall in love (again.... i kinda messed up in the past, what can i say, i was young and stupid)
4) I want new experiences ( and i want to be sober )
5) I want to finally learn to play my guitar
6) I want to find my purpose in life ( why do i get up every morning)
7) I want to learn french
8) I want more friends
9) I want my own apartment
10) I basically want to be happy
You know the saying , happiness comes from within? Well i want to find that happiness, that sense of bliss that fills my heart.
Well the one thing i can do now is ............ i have no ideal what it is! I hope it hits me before my next blog.
Love,
xoxo Layla
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