Vice

I watched this movie last saturday called Surveillance by Jeniffer Lynch. I have to say that there was one scene in the movie that was the definition of sadistic eroticism .... it was rather disturbing but its the kind that gets your eyes glued to the screen.

I have been a fan of Davind Lynch , with my all time fav movie being Mullholland's Drive. That was seriously a messed up movie but nicely done.

I guess the Lynch family has inspired me to become a director! And being the individual that i am, my topic of interest is very very controversial.

Sometimes i feel that the things i write ( in my diaries) are some of the real fantasies or experiences that people go through. I am not saying that EVERYONE is STRAIGHT, GAY, BI, LESBO, TRANS or whatever. Maybe we just conform to society thus in society, a MAN MUST ONLY LOVE a WOMAN. Which brings me to the quetion, WHAT ABOUT LOVE?? How do you know when to draw the line between love and obsession? What if LOVE is OBSESSION? and DESIRE is LUST? Personally, i feel that in life, we all need vices.... mine are love, obsession, desire, lust, greed, alcohol and the most important of them all PASSION! If i do not have that, i do not wich to live.

XOXO

Layla